Thursday, 3 May 2012

15 more days till our 20 monthsaries.


Just realized that 4 more months till our 2nd anniversary.
Never expect we can walk this long but I did secretly wish that our relationship can last forever even though we fight a lot. 
Thank you, with you, I've experienced the hell and heaven. 
Our journey is priceless.
Too many memories, cute fights & dirty little secrets. 
Even when I'm typing this, I secretly rewinding your cute broad smile in my mind. Your big front tooth like mine :B cute stuff! 

Now take a moment, & promise me this: 
That you'll stand by me forever, 
But if God forbid fate should step in & force us into a goodbye,
If you have children someday,
When they point to the pictures,
Please tell them my name. 

I love you, from moon & back. 

Tuesday, 1 May 2012

This Is The Title.

This feeling comes up all of a sudden when I was going through pictures in my Facebook. So yeah, the transformation of me. 

2009

My first for cutting short hair.

My second trip to Korea.

2010

The year I wasted my first love. 

Losing my first love that lasted 2 months.
A very tough time till I met my recent boyfriend. 

2012


I didn't change much on the face part right? 
But I learned pretty much. As years go by, people as well as mind grew up. 
People & environment around me forced me to be independent, I have no choice. 
Parents, families & cousins thought I was tough enough, that I'm afraid to cry in front of them. 
I have too many secrets to tell but I'm afraid what people will think of me, so I rather keep it to myself. 

You said I'm emotional but, have you ever try to walk in my shoes? 
When it comes to night times, when I'm in the room alone, I do collapse. 
Hope you guys still remember, I'm just a teenager..... 
I need someone to rely, to listen to me, to hold my hand, to hug me when I'm exhausted too..... 
You just never know that..... 
S I G H . 
B E D T I M E .